If I’m going to be completely honest , I really struggle even to this day being around big groups of people because finding people to trust and not judge you for your disability is tricky , I find it easier keeping to myself because what I choose to do is what I will do.
When I was at college I found it difficult to work with other people because even though they were sat there when I was talking , no one cared what I had to say. Working on my own is easier because I can get stuff done in my own time and my way where I feel like I don’t have to rush to achieve it.
I feel at my most comfortable when I’m deciding something to do I can follow my own opinion and choices. When I had people there they choose differently were I don’t trust in that direction. So follow your heart and don’t let anyone tell you differently , it’s better to follow your heart and hit a speed bump than follow someone else and face the opposite direction to what you believe is right.