It’s what i describe as a massive factor with my epilepsy , have a absence seizure and in the blink f an eye memory gone up in smoke , so let’s use a example here…..”i was down stairs middle of the day i had a absence seizure and after coming around , the entire day vanished”
It’s really strange because some of them have lasted 10 seconds yet it feels like i’ve lost ten hours of the day to the point of i wouldn’t be able to tell you what we were talking about or even something as simple as telling you what i had for breakfast.
Yes , don’t get me wrong it can be frustrating at times but there’s nothing i can do about it so i just crack on with my day , don’t get frustrated or discouraged about what my goals are. Strangely enough i actually use those to give me more drive.
Pushing myself harder to get the job done , the way i view it is even when it feels like i have lost time , infact nothing has changed and it’s all still here and ready to take on the world and there’s no backing down from the challenge.
A quitter gives up at the first sign of trouble and a warrior is the one who no matter how many times has hit the floor they always have enough in them to push themselves to raise just one more time. Without pushing yourself you have nothing , you aren’t getting through life just by wishing for their best.
You Sit and wait for the best , the question is , is there a timeline for when a opportunity will arise? Nothing ever comes to those who wait , you want to succeed to have to get up and fight on the battlefield and fight for your place in this world.
